Deluding oneself is not as easily accomplished as one would think. After so long, trial after trial and many painful days, the truth cannot be hidden away in darkness. Now poor child, you have come to realise that you have once again returned back to the start of your journey, never having left, never moving forward. You have yet to advance like everyone else and are stuck in this pitiful existence alone. Do not cry though for your loss is not without worth. Hold your head high child, you can continue to witness the triumph that is man’s happiness and only from aside can you appreciate that which you shall never obtain, a future worth living.